Saturday, July 31, 2010 ' 4:31 PM
what a sad day
grrr.
after a long day today. especially woke up freaking early. some 4 hrs earlier than i usually would on a free sat. after sleeping at 4am the night before.
all for what. for the tix. been anxious. couldnt even fall aslp. thinking if i would get the tix or nt.
anxiety. panic. filled me. as i left home to head for the SAM machine. which didnt work! so headed for the Singpost. thought it would be faster. but dangg. the bandwith super short. error like for the 100th time as the manager tried. we kept on trying. then helped me with the SAM machine as i somehow am a noob when it comes to new things.
and still nope. so i said u keep trying for me while i go home try online. would be faster. so i left my no and name behind. and went home tried for an hr. then called the singpost again.
alike to eunhyuk each time he gets to the semi-finals before the final game on DT, he gets eliminated.
same for the manager. he was alr at the last page and damn. EROR! ask for my info all and damn cant! and i didnt want to give up. kept trying for donoe how long.and finally i gt! ard 12 noon ! 2 hrs plus of trying! CAT 1 sold out can! by the first 1/2 hr or so!
CAT 2 selling fast! gd seats taken ! just click whatever available! and thankfully my VISA was allowed for the payment mode! should have stayed home to do it. I shld have been able to get CAT 1~damn. just my luck.
so yeah. i was successful but my fren who was at the SAM machine the whole time. she came earlier than the time it started selling. and she was just stuck there for over an hr. poor her. so after mine was settled i helped her to book too. so we were all relieved fangirls!
then it feels really sad when you turn and someone asks "why am i gg for their fanmeet?" :8
wah nice question. this is just so sad. well prolly i didnt show i like them ? but i do listen to their music. yup. this is just great.
well i really like alot of bands lei. must i talk abt all of them? :(
when it comes to k-pop there is like a bunch tt i like. and it just keeps adding on..
P.s: no offence or anything yo.
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' 2:18 AM
i'm ALIVE AGAIN~
life feels good now tt they are backk!it feels GREAT with their first LUCIFER WIN!! *screams*
if you'd ask me. they should have won on the day they made their comeback! just like Juliette!
anyways. they won on music bank yest! and i hope and i know. i can totally FEEL it.
MUSIC CORE and INKIGAYO is theirs to take home no 1 too! like come on! it's SHINEE yo!
they are back! to sweep us off our feet!
and they are the BEST! i can almost SWEAR! (i dont swear. i never swear, mind you)
they make the best reaction to their win. (except for puppy jongs. he didnt cry! or show tt much of an happiness compared to the rest. his eyes is usually a running faucet!)
the words they say. how grateful they are. never forget their fans! their family.
aww key! i love how his gratitude is shown when he thanked his omma,appa, halmoni nomu saranghamnida and kamsamidaa!
i can almost hear him saying in my head (" kim ki bum halmoni saranghae!" back where they first were in Thailand for their interview. how cute right!)
and and key mumbling something to himself while Dubu was making his thank you speech! cute or what!
onew's shocked face and thoughts " is it really ours? no 1? is it? omg. i cant believe it"
and he cried backstage! Staff diary posted it. he couldnt even have his pic taken cos he was crying and as always my baby would be the one comforting his hyungs! my babyHO! for the Juliette no1 it was jongs who was in his arms. now our cutey Dubu!
taeminie's happy hand gesture over his mouth when they won.
must be from the charisma hyung! and he rubbed key's shaved part of the head. so cuteeeee! you cutest-lovely little maknae! how happy u must have been!
and you! YOU! my ♥♥♥
i knew i loved you for a zillion reasons!
and you just keep adding it on! i totally love you! ur omg hand gesture on your forehead like " yes omg! we did it! " and deary you almost cried! youe eyes were red! thankfully for song jongki! dream team member! aww comforting him! Komawoo!
at times like this i REALY wish i could have been there! in the studio! with you! maybe not beside you but just in the same place.
and times like this i REALLY REALLY love you more and more! the group hug was the BEST MOVE EVER ! the best Winning move ever!
minkey love! and joined by minkeymin! and onew and then jongs!
Kim Jonghyun! why'd u pull out of the lovely hug so soon? paiseh much ? haha. we all know you are the King of Skinship! o.<
and onew's SHOUT was soooo needed! omg! Onew-sangtae! miss it!!
and your cracked KAMSAMIDA voice! ur shinee world kamsahaeyo while squatting is so ♥
omg! i totally love the squatting! must have been onew's idea! tt BEHAVIOUR, REALLY!
and and and! im really laughing out loud now can! KEY's face when all 4 alrd squatting during the encore was PRICELESSSSSSSSS!
IM SERIOUSLY SERIOUS! all in line and he just hi-ed lee joon( aww mblaq looveee!) before he turns and looks ard. then he went" eh what is this? why are we squatting? damn i can this pants is really tight" omg u should his face. damn hilarious! plus his hair style and tt face?! omg.
MINHO's FACE! tt nodding thing! after the dancers came and stand like their bodyguards behind. im super in love with it! omg. this boyy. REALLY! :]]]
their name should always be accompanied by the word AWESOME! no words is enough to describe how DAEBAK they REALLY ARE!
Labels: lucifer, Shinee, winning #1
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Friday, July 16, 2010 ' 3:29 AM
KILLER MODE
omg. this is super random.and some 5 months late but i dont care.
i was just watching this like a while ago. cant stop laughing like out loud. crazily OUT LOUD by myself. a part of me feels this is freaking hilarious looking at their expressions but another part of me feels like throwing bricks at her tho i simply like her for the crazy things she does and says.
but when i saw how close she pulled Ki Kwang! that's it!
HOW.COULD. SHE?! i mean they boys must have been alarmed. and look at chansung's SHOCKED expression.
My mode after watching tt like on replays is I-so-wanna-pull-out-her-hair! I WANNA PULL UR HAIR OUT! i think out of 4 she went for him like the closest! OMG! ahhh. but the other two, Yoseob and maknae dongwoon super cute expressions! and i mean BOTH. the look on their faces. PRICELESS! but im still pissed okay.. Ki kwanggie!
God please protect these boys in future, from crazy noonas, esp Ki Kwang!
Labels: beast, dongwoon, kikwang, yoseob
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010 ' 2:57 AM
jaysus. god bless.
like OMG!
Jay is coming to singapore! oh yes he is freaking coming! To our sunny island. like once moreee! *excited*
i literally screamed when i saw the message from shidough! thank you for informing mee! on the very day the news got out.
gosh im excited. i so miss him. tho i wasnt a BIG 2pm fan like i am of my shinee boys, still i empathise with him. and i believe in you. u are a victim of circumstance.
and whatever the reason was, i dont want to know at all. Like Khun's lyrics in Dont Stop, Cant Stop, everything happens for a reason.
Besides, we should all be forward looking isnt it? after all whats done is done. No use crying over spilt chocolate milk right ? ( i like chocolates. heh)
and he is doing all well now. well superficially he is. alot unprecedented things have happened to him. and he is really a phenomenon.
talking abt phenomenon, he has taken on a song composed by Teddy Riley( MJ's producer) who had originally written for michael jackson! but it has now been given to jayy! omg right!
i mean. there has to be something in jay tt these experts forsee to have given him the song. To me it HUGE man. like wow. and im sure Jay is so thankful for everything. he is so humble. tts what i like abt him.
and he must be feeling bad abt what happened last sept too. he had bruises all over and seems like he is really pushing himself hard and am super careful not to make anymore mistakes.
oh jay. i hope when u come singapore it will be a blast! Im a bigger fan of you than i was before!
Hope everything goes well for the fanmeet in 8 cities! Last stop is Singapore i hope then u can spend more time here! and most importantly please be well! :)
Labels: jaybeom
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