hmm. been some time hasnt it, my dear blog ? haha.
so i was gone. for loooong.
okay, recent updates. well, just a week ago. on this day, i was in Pulau Ubin.Yes. Overseas! haha. barely far but still! haha
Apparently, it was an instructor selection camp. and i actually was lazy to go at first considering i needed to pack my bags, buy this and that and was just plain lazy. But my fren whom i had signed up with, gone to briefing with, wanted to go and be an instructor so alright, accompany her wont make me lose a flesh right ? so yup i went.
so we met and got sushi as our dinner. Kinda ate on our way there.. but havent finished the food by the time we got there. Tho we were rather early, we were told to change into our wet and dry wear and just wait for the rest to arrive. And in the meanwhile we finished our food before changing..
then when we were told to gather and did some personality test so they would have an idea of what kind of behavior that would be expected of us knowing our personality since we should know ourselves rather well. and the test was timed. 7 mins. reason being the answer should be a spontaneous one if one knew themselves well and to avoid in a way "doctoring our thoughts by thinking and thinking".
then before ending the gathering he did inform us that the tonality now will be super different in just a few minutes later. and soon enough. i began to realise what he meant!
in just a few moments later, he instructed us to take out belongings ( all that we brought from home for the camp like sleeping bag, etc) and line up in accordance to our shirt( which they gave and had a number. and yay-ness! mine was 6! i was oh yeah ~) within a minute or less!
it just took me just a moment to realise it had turned into what seemed like a commando camp!
and i felt really grateful but bad at the same time as my team mates who were nearby me were helping me throughout the whole 4 hrs which i lasted. my fren, whom i accompanied her to come to the camp since she wanted to be an instructor( i somehow gave up the idea after some time. well im a 3 min of enthu person actually) gave up after barely 2 hrs. Holy crap. she left me behind and sped off on a boat, on her way home! :(
i felt i could go on so i went and give it my all. and the last straw was when i had to climb up the steep hill after which we just finished putting the boats onto its trolley. There wasnt even time to rest and my muscles were telling me to stop alr. This is inclusive of us carrying to our bags which we brought from home! My team members had been helping me with them since we started running towards the jetty to get on board and now they are helping me while going up the hill. In both i was really running without any weight on my shoulders still i jerked all the way up. A REALLY BIG THANKS TO THEM! One of them even cheered me on, with my name in it. ( i didnt expect him to rmb my name as i intro myself only once to him. I even forgot him name! :x)
OMG. I was really motivated by them thus i tried my very best to reach the peak before raising the white flag. I didnt really had time to bond withe them before leaving but to know people are willing to go all the way despite us not being close was really touching and inspiring for me. I really felt they were great people and as i left with my belongings(not known to them as i left quietly while they were busy with things to do) i wished them all the best. They have given me such great memories to carry with me. I may not have lasted long but at least i made wonderful memories. I was named No. 6 as we were called by our numbers instead of names, i felt lucky to be that number as i was surrounded by wonderful people. Thanks, especially No. 8 and No. 5 and the other white shirt guy( forgot his number as he was not tt near a number still he was there to help me throughout) Komawo Chinggu! There is still wonderful people in this world! Thanks for being a part of my life! :)
Feels like.. x3
Monday, March 1, 2010 ' 4:33 AM
crackle. crackled. crackling!
how much i miss this guy! Park Choong Jae! hows NS? i know you will do well~ cos YOU ARE JUNJIN!
know something. you and Choi Minho. are just so alike! i dont know when i started liking him and finding you in him! Nevertheless, here's video of you a LONG time ago which still cracks me up! like seriously cracking me up at what, 4am now! laughing like some mad person. all quiet here. oh man. i really miss you! and the rest of Shinhwa! here it is!