Saturday, August 8, 2009 ' 1:36 AM
the little things.
so today FYP results were out. it was expected i guess. the result tt i got. well i didnt show a spectacular performance during my FYP presentation nor were my report awesome. just average.
as much as i hate the word AVERAGE, i AM average to begin with. but as much as i believed tt with the amount of hard work put in, it is reflected in your results, i did nothing of those. but instead, i was hoping for a miraculous A or B which is near to impossible. so yea.
like what a friend said to me " G302 put in more effort!" yes i will. i want to.
so as i made my way home from sch, walking alone as my bestie didnt come sch today. =( *wonders*" what did she do today? hmm. 2PM-ing again? Wild bunnies?" haha. as i was saying..
i pondered on what Huda said as we walked the final distances before parting.
tt maybe it lied in the presentation. we werent really prepared.
yea. i agree. but for my case, i feel now that it is more towards my mindset. can i be my old self?
can i be more pro-active? i am getting lazzzier by the wk! by the day! by the year!
i wrote on my new bestie( after Kenneth) 's facebk. tt i wanted the strength tt he was talking abt too.
then he sent me a link to this video. super touching. in no minutes, i was experiencing a downpour from my cheeks down.
abt this man no legs and hands. just have like tiny growth behind him or somwthing. then he was saying not to give up. cos when he fell down on his face, he didnt give up,despite trying to get up for 100th times trying. he had nothing to help him up. but just continued trying and he managed to do so. just looking at him trying to get himself up was enough to send water hoses flushing down cheeks.
seriously even if he doesnt give up, who are we to give up, who am i to give up when im born all normal. i need a reset! i need to reset! I need ME back! Juansy! Li ting! help me find ME back!
Thanks new class bestie( aft Kenneth) for the video. and ur lovely and funneh and cute and awesome icons! super made me looking silly laughing alone. and time now is 2.29am.
And and! thanks juansy! tell u a secret*come closer* SARANGHAMNIDA! "i love spending the night tgt!" ur SMS couldnt be more timely. i have loads of fun and laughter! and one of the most memorable one is.. this phrase" eh dont block the way! Laugh laugh laugh! " *mind thinking* wth..who are u sia* haha! but fun fun! it added to our laughter yo!
and here are the picsss tt we took on this memorable day!
i love this pic! <3333>
at S'goon Garden's MAC!
" dont block the place eh!" *WTH* haha
2 GONG GONGs..haha. we took a bus that "took us for a ride"
@ ION! boy was the escalator looong! and we couldnt resist not taking pic!And thanks to EE Kiat and Jeremy! we went to UNIQLO! bought tops! i love the shop man!
and EE KIAT! Arrigatouuu for sending the two lovely girls in the car home! =PPP
Labels: inspiring, Juansy, laughable, loves
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