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Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ' 11:47 PM

things tt matters

today has been GREAT!

fyp meeting went awesome. except mimi wasnt there. she was stuck home. no keys to go out. so it as just us 4. poor mimi! mimi the orange! haha.

okay so we were spazzing abt SHINee and SUJU and now adilah's addicted to my junjin. we kinda have similar tastes eh? either that or the ones we like are just too awesome!

so after fyp meeting which seemed more like a fun day today ended. and i finally had a talk with Haz darling.

been such a long time we had talked. either she was too early for fyp, i was late or i was off to aunt's place and couldnt go home with her. tts where we get to talk! wee!

okay so i went home and was like waiting for juan to sms me abt today's meet up. she din so i sms ting.

and the time i got home was 5 mins to 5pm and we were meeting in half an hrs time! how to get there la can. what testing my speed ah?

like u guys know me just today eh? im slow la. i take time to do things one. so must inform me earlier la. haha.

so naturally i was late. and i din expect jeremy and ee kiat to join us 3 for gym. so the 4 of them waited for mighty princecess ME! haha. sorry guys! 15 mins while waiting for me was actually a gift for u guys to bond la.. heh

so we went for gym..and boy was it packed with men and minority was ladies and girls from sec..

and we were suaku there. me and juan not knowing what to do. so we just waited for one another to run on threadmill, and do crunches and all.

but we werent really doing much cos there were tons of muscular people walking around and boy did it felt weird. thank god juan was there.

she never failes to make me laugh! i can almost laugh just abt anything with her. seriously!

and this may be a lil late..but juan! welcome backkk! i missed u boyy!! haha

and after abt 2 hrs.. we left and headed for home.

i took bus with ting.

we were chatting how we both met when we were the top 5% or something of the whole sec 1 cohort. we were in diff class. and we both were like top 3 for our individual classes.

tt was our moment to remember.

then we met again in same class in sec 3..where our grade started to drop..

and we were kinda disaoointed in our o level grades cos we were kinda strong in our foundation and what had happened along the way? *reflecting*

she was looking thru our sec photos as she was telling me..

tt i have changed..

tt i was sociable and thinner physically during our sec days..those were really the gloriest days..

that i seemed to be sociable no more as compared to last time. perhaps i was taken aback by how the diff people there are in RP respond to me? i dk.

and i also felt that maybe i was just being anti-social cos i didnt like rejection..like how people responded to me? hmm.. so i kinda closed up a lil i guess..

and i have just got to say this..

she really is a great friend. ting, thanks for always being there for me.

it was as though when i am on the wrong track, u will be there to tell me, "Honey, its tt way, not this. "

we talked abt lots of this. things tt mattered alot to me. like how she wanted the old me back. i also want the old me back! i miss old me!

ting lets do this together and find the old me! okay?

to be frank, i really have got her to thank for making me happy especially during my sec 5.

she was the one who intro SHINHWA to me. my first love in k pop boyband.

it made me happier with me living my life to the fullest, knowing the best idol group ever to me.

tt was the first step to my kpop zone.

and why ting is amazing. yes ting i think u are amazing.

u make such a great friend and i think a friend like u is really rare. i can just talk abt anything with u.

and u are so sincere and genuine tt u just tell what is the truth tt u see.

they say in a relationship, honesty is really important. and u have like liven up to tt.

and also i like the way when someone talks to u, u really look into their eyes, like both, and listen to every word and expression they do. just so liting la!

i used to do that up till primary sch..like really look into the person's eyes and just listen attentive to what they are saying.. and i lost all that. i want that back. i want it all back.

i feel i have lost myself. but ting, i think with u and juan around, i can feel i can get myself back. right?

and just now though the meet up was short, i did alot of thinking and all. abt the chin guan one. thank ting! it meant alot. and im taking ur advice, im gg for it. i want to take the challenge.

and just for the record..i know whatever i said sounds kinda..mushy?

but i dont care. i just have to say it. these are my true feelings when i parted with u just now. been pondering abt it all.

and and ting!i liked it when u said no one noticed ur eye brows and hair diff but me! u made me grin from ear to ear! haha.

im just thankful tt we are havin more meet up! thanks to juan too! for i missed her loads right from the day i left for cambodia till she came back! i miss being with her!

okay. im off to bed. till then. lights out.

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