yes people, it is official. im going off to Siam Reap, Cambodia for my service learning as well as my CE points! yay! im gonna help some 150 kids in Cambodia together with the people going with me and complete my long overdue CE points. One which i could have completed in year one, like the rest of the kiasu people who rushed to talks right after school and in between breaks.(just a thought of mine so no offence to anyone, peace)
anyhow, im departing on 3rd march, 6am. yes 6AM!! and guess what time i have to be at the airport? freaking 4AM! oh my beauty sleep! oh well, sure everyone's gona be drooling away on the flight. but the flight's just on hour and a half. too short! sleep what. ahha. okay away with my complaints.
so a great thing happened today. went to meet up with Hazirah. and she said she had a surprise for me. but i had guessed what the surprise was. well if it wasnt for her telling me she was off to the gramophone while waiting for me i would have never guessed! thanks haz. in any case it was still surprise and i loved every bit of it! im thinking how your face must have been upon seeing the CD on the rack..my face and how i would have reacted must have been in your bubble of thought, right?? and you know me so well! thanks for buying for me first! and guess what? the CD is still beside me on the table, unopened. cant bear la. too nice! but im having exclamation marks expression right now at the fact that the person covered my Kim Key Bum with the price sticker! could he/she have placed it elsewhere on the CD?? aigoo my Key! it's okay, noona's here. =p
think im gona open it a little later. cant wait for tmr! too late and over excited! been waiting for this CD for ages now! finally it is in my hands! and it's totally worth every bit! there's bonus DVD and all the 15 tracks which 12 is from the SHINEE's WORLD. additional 3 songs are added and i cant wait to have these 3 new songs, especially Sa.Gae.Han( love should go on), the plugged version, into my beautiful ipod. awesome! the live performance by them was just awesome,especially minho! now the mp4! im in heaven! 5 stars for SHINee 1st repackaged album AMIGO!
alright. thats about it. im sleepy alr. later today is gonna be a long day. nightss!
Labels: haz, official, SHINee World AMIGO
man. i regretted going today. I spent my whole day at a relative which i dont consider to be close with but am close with one of my close aunt. okay in short, its a distant relative. anyways, to be there to celebrate this distant relative's new born baby cutting of hair ceremony, i had to miss apparently a bunch of things. am i am so regretting it badly right now! so not worth it!! ahhh..
first, i had to miss my tution which means my payday will be later.. =( then i had to miss my boys over flowers repeat since kbs is currently airing it.. and to think i had to miss both! what a luck! i know!
then instead of the home onwers,me and my two aunts were the i consider to be "slave" for today? i dont know if it sounds a lil harsh but i think it just suits the casts. me, mum, two aunts, and my uncle( oh he is the one bridging me to this distant relative since he married my aunt) is the one running here and there and helping as though this function was ours! seriously. i was exasperated at what was going on. You see, their side of the family is supposed to be the one helping but NO.. they were busy resting their precious butts in the comfort of the airy room while we were helping our arses off. the couple whose baby was the main lead today, is inexperienced about this kinda event and how it goes, despite this child being their 4th child. i wonder how did it went with the previous child's cutting hair ceremony. Seriously i wonder.
My mom, aunt and uncle really were sweating and working real hard to make today a comfortable visit for the guests while the rest of them were ordering us around. One of the aunts who were of their close relative and who SHOULD be helping out said this to me when she saw me looking all sweting in the kitchen while helping out, " What are you doing in the kitchen all busy? go inside the room la" and i replied, " oh room's full, no space" and she could replied despite so many people of their side were all in the same room, " oh come in this room over here, got space," and i was like," err, its okay. " here the kitchen needs people to help with the guests and there she was thinking someone is bound to do the job(referring to my side of the family, she doesnt need to do it herself. I was thinking seriously these people are really something. what in the world are they even thinking?? her daughter and nieces were all in the room and they were carrying themselves as though they were of royal blood. i mean " hello do you guys need a mirror or something? they seriously need it badly, think they havent seen themselves in mirror in years!
todays such a exasperating day! crappy people with crappy attitude! and fake smiles all around! smiling behind but turn back and they start cursing you under their breath! what is this! what a world to be living in! i dont want this world! and i feel so sympathetic for my aunt(of relation to the distant relative as it is her hubby's side who is the hosts today), she stayed behind to help out till i think 12 just now and tmr her sons have CA1. my aunt is great! ban zai for my aunt!
i have two heros now, one my mom. The one who is always self-sarificing and the other being my aunt, always helping others without any reward. Women are just the best! Woman soceity rule! There should be a woman society and they should be in it! haha.
And so after i left the place, i reached home in time to catch my Huge in his Return of the Condor Heroes on Channel U. caught the last 10 mins. grr..missed the one hr plus...then i missed my most important poeple in my life now..SHINee! on let's dance!! damn! if only my room tv shows what is the next show! anyways i saw the message my cousin left me which was 3 hours ago on Shinee being on the tv programme! really felt like hitting my head against the wall! lesson learnt: have my hp everywhere i go! what a birdbrain ! took me this long to realise the importance of my phone!
Oh and the closing for tonight, or rather yesterday night, i caught the new drama of main female lead of "my lovely sam soon" which is night after night. just as i expected it is a great drama. she is just a great actress. never fail to entertain! im so looking forward to next sunday's episode!
alright, nights. eyes droopy already.
Labels: crappy day, missing them
From my earlier post i had wanted to upload pics of eric hyung or rather ERIC MUN JUNG HYUK as Park Myung Soo would call him in his of course game against eric.. when they both meet it is just too cute! haha. enough said. here it is! enjoy!
his goofy laughter! love it!
his shy melting smile!! ahhh..
and the best of them all..made it myself..not that it is big of a deal but the fonts look great to me. haha. plus the fact that all shinhwa members are in it too. they are just soo.. words cant describe how they mean to me. them being together is the best gift i could of GOD to be given to them on eric's birthday, though it may be kinda belated. Love you guys loads. SHINHWA JJANG!Labels: eric hyung birthday belated pics
First and foremost..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC HYUNG!
today has been a long but great day! one of the better days since school ended for my semester.
presenting the only leader whom i know behaves like a 18 year old when he should be acting like a older brother to ANDY especially! here's what you wouldnt expect him to do.
Here's one.. Lying in the bath-tub in the dark. Then when lights are switched on, he jumped up and started spraying ketchup everywhere, yelling "Ahh! Dongwan! Danger!"
SO cuute! how cute can this guy get! haha.
Anyways i shall talk less.. pics here we come!
When he first debuted.. soo cute right! i will post more pics tmr. my pics arent uploading for no reason!Moving on..
i just handed in my form today. officially going cambodia. im so excited for trip! i will be gone for two weeks! two whole week not in singapore but at some rural part of cambodia! wish me luck people! haha. this means i will be missing Chek Han's birthday! chek han u will be sad right? tell me that u will be.. u must be okay! =p
had a call from my lovely HAZ! chatted a while and hung up. sorry haz havent called u back. my batt was running low and it died soon after. =( call ya soon aite! love ya.
then i met up with Li ting in school then saw her talking to Hakim which i havent seen in ages. and he has become so man. But can u believe it, he actually came all the way to school( i hour journey plus travelling fare) to work out on a holiday..cos it is free.. hmm. i just find it absurd. like can just go to a nearby gym..just pay a dollar plus.. maybe it balances? free entry + fare = pay a dollar plus + nearby fare? perhaps. he did was smart..he met us there somore! haha
had a great chat the 3 of us..and then when he left.. i had a great chat with ting too. so long didnt do this.. then i went to aunt's place.. and on my way back saw my hyung, sun! wow! he was on bike and it had his name!
SUN! awesome!
he was like on bike then he turned to see if it was really me since my back was facing him when he rode and pass by me. so dangerous. and he stopped like some distance away to actually wave and wait for me. so i had to quicken my steps to actually see who it was since i dont remember having a friend who rode a bike. unless my memory failed me.we had alittle chat and that was it. actually i dont know what to talk to him about thats probably why..hmm
anyways today had been a friend meet up coincidentally day and ERIC hyung birthday!! two important groups of people in my life and who shapes me to who i am!
and today liting said a sweet thing. i felt touched. " if you xing qing pu hao can always talk to me or lijuan de". i know it seems normal a phrase but to me it felt special. like close feeling, you know? thanks liting! u made my day! and ms pain! where are you! i miss you! hope ur exams would be over soon! jia you okay! dont be stressed! u have my pic ma. take a look at it once in a while and u'll be stress-free! haha.
so i shall end it with wishing..
ERIC Seng Chuka Hae Yo!
Labels: birthdays and lovely people
Wow. what a month! February really seems like a lucky month. If you are a February Baby you are soo lucky! Here's why..
You are sharing birthdays with so many idols who had their first cry this month! Here's one lucky person i know: HUDADA!
1)Uknow Yunho from DBSK. 6th Feb ( Hudada's most favourite band!)
2) SM Town Concert 08 on 7th Feb ( due to some unrest in Thailand they had to postpone it to this year)
okay here's some pics!
SHINee! gosh their facial expression! haha
Onew leader! too cuuteee! even Blings cant take it! haha
As Shinee would say in Doo bop" We are living in SM town!"there's Suju, without Ki Bum :-( , SNSD, DBSK, Zhang Liyin, and of course SHINEE.
Super Junior, Shinee and Zhang Li Yin
Aww..Han Kyung and Eun Hyuk moment! plus minho and key at the back! =))
Oh my two dorks!! Onew and Dong Hae! and oh Onew's smile is just too cute!3) Han kyung and Si won from Super Junior! their birthdays! 9 Feb and 10 Feb respectively! Happy Belated Birthday!! Han Kyung,i miss your Beijing Fried Rice! and Si won the gentleman!
(poor siwon, always get picked on by the rest)
Mr Gentleman!
Mr Beijing Fried Rice!4)Today is 11th Feb..*drums rolling* its JYP's Chang Sung's birthday! Seng Chuka hae yo! Happy 19th birthday!
Chang sung maknae! the baby of the group!( pre-debut pic) so gorgeous!haha!and two more birthdays coming right up! will blog about it when it comes! im sleepy now. till then.
hmm..wonder how Chang Sung celebrating his birthday..
time now: 3.30am. beauty sleep awaits.. haha
Labels: idols' birthdays
i was reading my friends' blogs when i chance upon two of them(they dont know each other) they were crying on the very same day.
one im not worried as she cried tears of joy...she was touched by a moment where she felt a sense of bonding..
the other i am worried..now still worried hence i had to write the post to get it off my chest. she was crying but i dont know why. she just does tell no why. i want to know. im worried! she usually is very happy-go-lucky looking. so knowing that she had been crying is really worrying! hope everything goes well for u tomorrow. cry today and just forget the unhappiness tomorrow alright?
well that's what i do. i just cry it out whenever i am feeling lousy, sad, embarrassed..well just about anything that is not happy and get back to life the next day. well life goes on. i dont know about the other but i just dont want people to know that i have been crying. it just makes me feel even worse. like a loser.
to be honest, i feel that i am an open book. any emotion i feel is written on my face. but that emotion usually applies to me being happy. i do sometimes pull a long face. that is when i have mood swings. and i am easily happy, contented but i can also be easily hurt. im rather sensitive. but i dont show that i am sensitive for i dont know how to deal with the situation if i were to defend and protect myself. i dont like it when the situation gets silent and awkward. it makes me feel bad. it's as though everyone is unhappy because of me. so actually i just keep quite and pretend that everything is all right just to get over the moment and then cry myself silly the next. well its common for me. it happens all the time. but i can never get immune to it. i just wish i would be immune to it all. like hudada wrote on her msn: wish for a heart anesthesia.
experiencing so many emotions lately, i just feel like opening up more now that i have blog. i feel better too now.
Labels: thoughts feelings
Heys. seems like i have gone hiatus for a long time now. about a month? okay. Lets see.. oh. i went to Melacca for a day on the first day of CNY, which falls on 26 January. My! people were like sleeping in on a public holiday which seriously the streets were empty. Woke up early. Some 6am. Left home at 7 plus am. And my was the bus late! i waited for some half an hour for a miserable bus. Well cant be blamed since most people were busy drooling away and very little bus drivers were on duty. But still freaking pissed. Imagine waiting so long and running late so more.
anyways, bus came and along the way the bus picked my aunt and cousins up since it was the only bus which would pass by the same route to our destination in the last half and hour. and we reached the place some time after. My! thank god my aunt and cousins came. if it were just me and mom. I would have been pulling a long fast all the way till we got back to Singapore.
Oh and this trip to Melacca was a visit my mom's colleague's house which they bought in Melacca. The details are as followed..
Her colleague bought a land in Melacca some 5 years ago and built a house in accordance to their preferrence and now it is almost done. Well the structure was done just some touch ups to be done some more. So my mom's whole office staffs were invited, including their family. This is where i, my aunt and cousins( 2 of them) come in. My mom's colleague booked a coach to bring us from singapore there and back to homeland. There was also a tour guide to bring us around after our lunch at the new house. And he was funny! he introduced himself as "Malaysian-born Indian". haha. unique! U-NI-QUE as Li juan would say!! haha. miss lijuan! okay moving on.
The house was so-so. I didnt even bothered to tour the house. Im sorry but i was just not interested? Wee, it wasnt something i would "wow" at upon reaching but the environment outside of the house were inspiring! The neighbours were "farmers". They has loads and loads of plants planted!! Being an avid fan of plants, my mom, me and aunt, we decided to tour around the "neighbourhood". There were hibiscus(pink,white red), pineapple, aloe vera(humongous i tell you!), lady's finger, chilli padi, brinjal and many more. Too many to remember. It happened so long time ago. And my there were loads of saga seed which were littering the place where the bus stopped to alight us. For a moment i was thinking what a waste and wanted to pick it all up from the ground which was kinda dirty? For my face and image i had to burst my thinking bubble. Imagine what i could have done with all those saga seeds!! package them nicely and give as gifts of make a business out of it! M'sia seriuosly has loads of lands. i should just move there and build an empire for my business of saga seeds!
Moving on, we were brought to Malacca's historical place.. one of the most intruguing was the history about this man.. St. Francis Xavier. He took part in Malacca's history and was a Roman Catholic missionary. In short what amazed me was that he was believed to be a saint such that when he died his body up till now, without any preservation like the Mummy's belonging to the Cleopatra Age his body is still intact and still fresh-human looking. Once, he was placed in a museum without a glass container covering him and people who came to visit wanted to try if he was real, so on a pretext of bowing to him, there was a person who bit his toe and it came off. So now he has 9 toes instead of 10. Humans. We are weird arent we? Seeing is not believable enough, biting might be. haha. and so people learn from their mistakes and a glass container was placed to prevent further toe losses..haha. kinda funny if you think about it.. And there was this place which he was once buried so they make a cage above the spot where visitors could throw a coin or as many as we like to, each time making a wish. I did! twice. But im not telling what. haha.
So we did some shopping and reached Singapore around 11.30 pm. Left singapore before sunrise and returned after sunset. What a long day! Lucky for me it wasnt a waste trip. I bought not one but two footwear, slippers and sandles. Its cheap! 5 dollars per pair. If i knew, would have bought 2 pairs each. haha. I love Malaysia!(for now) Malaysia BOLEH! haha. Oh i shall post some pics which i didnt take there for i forgot my camera but from the net of the historical place..
the historical place..Stadthuys Square.. Lots of tourists there that day.. A place to buy souvenir..
Ruins of Fort A Famosa, oldest surviving European architectural remains in Asia...where St Francis Xavier once laid to rest..and in here is where the drop a coin and wish is..Right,a long post here..till then.
Labels: Malacca. shopping. history.
Yea blog skin changed. thanks to amazing peer-teacher thing. Who else, but Haz. and i kinda get the thing of how to change the things in the template. After much failures and tries. Kudos to me. well i am not exactly there,yet. Just half way. still under construction though, my blog. =(
Yea i know. Blog needs updating. Coming soon. Wait for it alright? Hows my blog skin now? comments comments. wait. i havent got the tag board. wait for it too. then can leave your comments. Sorry people. Still an amateur in blog stuffs. Enjoy the new skin and hear from me soon.
Nites. or rather morning? its currently 3 am. cya people!
Labels: under construction